We built it up, to watch it fall like we meant nothing at all
Isn't this what we were all about? We built up this love so high & after some time, we watch it fall like we never wanted it right from the start. How could you move on so fast?

Rena; Hey sexy. Hm I don't even know if there'll be another lust! Well, I do hope so! I hope you'd too. (:
Fang; I'm always here for you allright babe [: You can call or text me when you need someone. T'care of yourself && don't cry anymore ok? Hughug.

Something to share, again!

"The one who understands you, might not be the one you love. The one you love, might not be the one who understands you."

It's true, really. Agrees to the max. (:

Well, yesterday's dinner was superb! I love my family <3. We met at the usual place & had dinner again, at Uncle's favv restaurant. [: I'm not getting sick of it though I dine in there almost every Sunday. The thing that excites me the most is the bonding. [: Shufen, Jonathan's girllfriend, she's uber lovely (: She knows how much I adore Fried Rice (Omg I know you are laughing @ me ): ), she got me a bowl of it first before serving anyone else. :D I feel so weird calling her Jiejie! Haha. I rather call her Shufen. (:

Got Val the cheesecake & I hope she likes it! :D Pearlyn wants to change her name to Sarah & Nat wanna change her name to Kate. Haha so cute la they two! Originally Pearlyn's name was supposed to be Isabelle but Rhys was like "Then I have to go 'Where is-a-belle(reads: Is The Belle)?" Haha then Allan changed it to Pearlyn. Jonathan was testing my IQ & I was totally clueless. Okay I admit IQ's really low. :/ Heh. He kept teasing me la. We talked about school & studies. I told them the stupidest thing I did @ school, the funniest & all the shit I go through. They kept laughing luh >:( ! Ohwell, but I'm glad I made the dinner so joyous (: Pam was teasing me with the birthday present & all. She got Daddy's gift when daddy's birthday's like a aweek after mine. & she kept telling Sally "Aiya give her two sweets can already la" Hahha & Sally agreed! D: Then I was like, "Oh it's okay. I got like, a big hearttttt. It's okay. It's the thought that counts anyway (:" & they kept teasing throughout. Yaddayadda.

Oh Shufen, Pam & I were talking about songs. Haha. 'Cos I was like saying I'm the Angmoh pia & my other cousins from my mom's side are all cheena pia. & they lept saying I belong to another side while they're on this side. :/ Rahhh. Ohwell, I love last night's dinner. I laughed & screammmmmed so much. Thank to Pam. She kept squeezing the wet tissues wrapper into my tee. >:( frowns.

Well today! School was pretty okay. (: Bestaye & Mich weren't in school. English was just about newspaper cuttings. Maths was PaperII practise, again. So fucked up, as usual. Damn annoying. :/ Chinese! We got back our paper II & guess what. I got 31/70 & I flew up to meet the Moon & back. Ay looklook! 4 more fucking marks to the passing grade okay! ( I know you're so proud of me right? :D ) I hope I can get like 19 for my paper I so I'd pass my chinese! I swear those sentences-making was nonsense. I don't even know what the hell are they talking about but I just wrote crap & outta 10, I scored 5! :D Aw how genius. :X Ok that's by luck k. My dearest Art teacher gone insane again tday. She screamed at the top of her lungs that it almost flew outta her mouth. I got scared by her sudden screams so many times! Whao, her screams are absolute power. :/ Did touching up on my canvas & fooled around with Sass. (:

I'm loving Sass more & more each day though her face turns me off like how I turn off the teevee & her expressions are really funny.

It's the 7th tday & 13 more days to my birthday :D No excitement, seriously. Or rather it died out. Sass asked who I wanna invite. I really don't know who. I know there's one particular individual that I want to be present there but I also know I'd get so screwed if I were to invite her. Anyone wanna come? (: I don't know what they have planned, I'm not supposed to know so yuh. Ask them if you wanna come. Or I can help you ask! :D:D

Zel & I camwhored yesterday, with the webcam. Fucking hell funny.

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This is blur.

The webcam take fugly pictures but it's fun!

Fucking retarded.

She's trying to pose like me la ok.

Rahh.

(:

Twits.

I got no idea why I did that either.

Roflol.

She suggested this -.-

I don't know why but I like doing that.

That is damn Jaclyn. :/ Opps.

Guess who. :X

Okay this is much better.

Uh huh.

Mom & dad joined in the fun!

Mom was damn amazed.

Dad said we're crazy but he still took with us. :/

Rahh so ugly la.

Zel, mom & I!
(Mummy look so.. :/)

End of yesterday's.
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Camwhored (:

I was bored la.

Reading something!

Still.

Actually I can smile quite perfectly though I fake it.

I love you.

Ah my new studs! :D

I got this dumb thing from SJC for Youth Day. Omg hello, Youth Day's like so long ago la!
THE END!


I tell you, online shopping is so fucking fun. I think I'll post up the links soon. (: Heh.

Is this love? Because if it it, I don't want it anymore. I'm through with it.

Yes I guess I am.
I can't deny that your presense still lingers here. I wish there was something I could do to bring you & your love back. I miss you, miss your love. I can't tell you lies, even after all these months I've been crying for the same old reason as I did beginning of this year.

Explain the way you feel, you said to me.
I simply feel nothing and honestly I'd like to leave

<3.

6:36 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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